Why Is It So Difficult To Change Your Life?

Changes, Leaves. Have you spent many years trying to change your life with no noticeable progress at all?

Most people never really change, neither themselves nor their life circumstances. Whatever we do, core-level change hardly ever takes place. Some of us try in desperation to literally compel change, but this usually only leads to minor improvements on the surface of our lives, which then often evaporate in no time. Or we totally exhaust ourselves while desperately fighting for better life circumstances.

So what to do? The first step, as always, is understanding the hidden cause of this tricky situation. The basic reason for our inability to change our lives is actually:

Change can be dangerous! Who knows what might happen… What if it doesn't work out the way we hoped it would…? Hell, we might even die while trying to make our greatest dreams come true!

It's precisely this fear of change that will hold us tightly within our well known reality tunnel. As long as we just move inside the boundaries of our safe reality tunnels real change is virtually impossible!

So many of us capitulated long time ago and decided to stay in our homely, cozy reality tunnels. However boring and limiting experiences this might generate, at least we feel secure in there. Never really daring to break out of our old reality tunnels into "Extremistan" as intuitive consultant Martin Zoller so impressively describes, most people live miserable lives in "Mediocristan".

"Just when I think I have learned the way to live, life changes."


(Hugh Prather)

So how to break out? The most effective way to widen the borders of our reality tunnels is always to directly confront our fears, however terrible they seam to be. Obviously the bad news is: This most often takes enormous courage. But the good news: It's definitively the best and fastest way to make genuine change become a reality in our lives!

Author Anais Nin (1903 – 1977) described this long ago:

"Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage."


(Anais Nin)

But how do we know in which direction to expand our reality tunnels? How do we know where to be courageous; which fear to confront; what to do exactly? Only intuition can reliably show us the best course of action here. We first must find out what we really want in life and then directly confront the various fears that our heads will come up with.

Then we will make an interesting discovery: The more our reality tunnels broaden as a result of confronting our fears, the easier it gets to change our lives. And in the end, as our reality tunnels have completely opened up they will just dissolve. Without any reality tunnel at all, change will just happen automatically – without the interference of us!
(The 'I' that could interfere is simply not there anymore because you are not even an onion…)

And as German poet Rainer Maria Rilke put it bluntly:

"Want the change!"


(Rainer Maria Rilke)

So pura vida and make your ongoing habit: Daily change!

"Life changes fast. Life changes in the instant. You sit down to dinner and life as you know it ends."


(Joan Didion)

(Photo: Ms Ladyred)
(c)reated by ultrafeel.tv

Switzerland Buried Under Pack Ice

Ice on stones in lake.

Pack ice in Switzerland? You bet!

As is generally known, the most uncomfortable places on earth are the perpetual ice landscapes of the Arctic North Pole and the Antarctic South Pole. This now has extended to the otherwise pretty cozy country of Switzerland.

To the left we see pack ice in Staad, at the Lake of Constance.

Enjoy these spectacular impressions!


Ice snowstorm. Cars and lake.
Iced up cars in Versoix, county Geneva in the west of Switzerland.

"Do you really have to be the ice queen intellectual or the slut whore? Isn't there some way to be both?"


(Susan Sarandon)


Ice and  snow. Cars and trees.
Look at the icey trees!


"I believe Ronald Reagan can make this country what it once was… a large Arctic region covered with ice."


(Robin Williams)


Ice on ship... Eis auf dem schiff...
Ice on drowning ships…


"Age does not diminish the extreme disappointment of having a scoop of ice cream fall from the cone."


(Jim Fiebig)


Boats caught in pack ice on Lake of Constance in Staad, Switzerland
Boats caught in Swiss pack ice at the Lake of Constance at Staad, in the eastern part of Switzerland.


"At 6 years old, the ice became a place for me to express myself. Because I was so shy off the ice, it became my safe haven, with music and freedom and self-expression. That was my emotional outlet."


(Kristi Yamaguchi)


Iced up poles for boats.
Iced up poles for boats.


"In skating over thin ice our safety is in our speed."


(Ralph Waldo Emerson)


Pillar in ice


"How many women have the courage to start properly with a cold, cold bath early in the morning?
I jump in, throw the water, cold as ice, and after the first plunge I am happy."


(Helene Anna Held)


iced up pillar art in lake. (c) h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv
Amazing ice art on pillar.


"Take ice. Ice is fascinating to me. Ice is the one thing in our world that went from an agricultural product to being manufactured."


(Alton Brown)


Ducks on ice...
Ducks on ice…


"I usually get myself into situations that cause sparks. I mean I'm a girl that likes the storms. I love feeling alive, I love walking out in the cold in my bare feet and feeling the ice on my toes."


(Tori Amos)


Icicle water art. Photo (c) h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv
Layers of ice and Icicle art.

Now is everything soon going to disappear under a unconquerable layer of ice soon in Switzerland? Probably!
But on the other hand there is hope as well, as the following photos demonstrate:


Iced up branches of tree at Lake of Constance with bamboo plants.
Green bamboo next to Iced up branches of a tree in Rohrschach at the Lake of Constance.


"It'll work, if god, wind, leads, ice, snow, and all the hells of this damned frozen land are willing."


(Matthew Henson)


Witch-hazel (Hamamelis) photo: h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv
Witch-hazel (Hamamelis) in full bloom, indicating spring will come sooner or later –
photo taken on the same icey day next to Lake of Constance!

And finally, we leave you with this quote by Italian poet, prose writer, editor and translator Eugenio Montale:

"Happiness, for you we walk on a knife edge. To the eyes you are a flickering light, to the feet, thin ice that cracks; and so may no one touch you who loves you."


(Eugenio Montale)

Erotic Sex Temples Of India

Indian temples are not only holy sites of spirituality – some of them portray explicit erotic sex scenes.

Khajuraho - Sex: Man with WomanKhajuraho is a village situated in the Indian state of Madhya Pradesh about 385 miles southeast of Delhi. Khajuraho has the largest group of medieval Hindu and Jain temples, famous for their most explicit erotic art and overly sexual sculptures – some of this erotic art portrays ritualistic group sex


Some of these group-sex postures are said to follow the Kama Sutra, the ancient Indian manual of art of making love.

Group sex in Indian temple: KhajurahoWhat is the meaning of this 'spiritual erotic art'?

There are many interpretations of the erotic carvings. One of them suggests that for seeing the deity, one must leave his or her sexual desires outside the temple.

Another interpretation is that divinity (represented by the deities of the temples) is pure like the atman which is not affected by sexual and other desires of the physical body. Others suggest that these erotic scences demonstrate tantric sexual practices as described in the kamasutra.

The Khajuraho group of monuments has been listed as a UNESCO World Heritage Site. The video to the right shows the Khajuraho and other fascinating Indian temples.



Of course, Bollywood deals with the subject as well in this 2002 Hindi music movie. ("A truly unique, exotic and wonderful love story centered around the place of Divine Temples"…)

Starring: Mamta Kulkarni, Saadhika, Vishal, Mink
Directed by: Ashok Kumar

Do You Want To Live In Mediocristan Or Extremistan? (By Martin Zoller)

Man climbing blue sun. (Sxc.hu)A journey from Mediocristan to Extremistan

Not too long ago, a soul was born. This soul had no specific name or nationality. It was the kind of soul each one of us has in our bodies. At the beginning of its journey, this soul, as every soul, was full of light, inspiration and creativity.
Most of these souls grow up in a country called Mediocristan. Unfortunately Mediocristan is not the kind of place a soul has the freedom to express itself.

As time passes, the soul gets used to life in Mediocristan. It forgets about its inner potential, creative power and freedom. Sometimes, in moments of silence and inner truth, the soul hears the whispering of its inner voice, and is jolted into remembering that there is more to life than the landscape, tradition and limited belief systems of Mediocristan.

Sometimes there are souls who never give up dreaming. These souls always feel that there is more to life than only the generic and average education and mentality of Mediocristan. Then, from time to time, there are souls who take the risk and leave Mediocristan. They cross the border to Extremistan and start to see a completely different world. Extremistam is full of magical experiences, new inspirations as well as challenges.

In Extremistan, life offers a very different perspective and many new possibilities. For the souls in Extremistan, life is not necessarily easier, but at least there they have the freedom to dive into their own creativity and explore and express their own inspiration.

Some of the souls in Extremistan try to move back to Mediocristan with the hopes of inspiring those souls in Mediocristan and to open themselves up for a different view of life. They know that a lot of their fellow souls in Mediocristan feel the need or desire to change themselves.

Meanwhile, the souls in Mediocristan feel that the ones who crossed the border to Extremistan live more interesting lives, with different experiences. And while they would love to move out too, they don’t do anything and stay in Mediocristan.

Very often the souls who traveled to Extremistan feel disappointed when they get back to Mediocristan. They don’t feel they fit in Mediocristan society and don’t feel they are understood by the souls in Mediocristan.
As a reaction to this disappointment some go back to the old rules, knowing that they are repressing their truth self. Others move back to Extremistan and disconnect completely from Mediocristan.

The souls in Mediocristan watch about the adventures of Extremistan on TV. They also go to expositions or listen to music from artists who live in Extremistan. Deep in their souls they have this wish and desire that they could cross the border themselves. But then, fear or the comfort of Mediocristan keeps them back from crossing the border.

In silent moments they take a secret look to the other side of the border. They can feel a lot of what is going on there. In such a moment a lonely tear is the only visual sign of a silent resignation of most of the souls in Mediocristan.

While I don't have to tell you the moral of the story, I will gently remind you to reach for the stars and not to settle.

Martin Zoller's essay has been inspired by Nassim Taleb, Lebanese bestselling author and professor who wrote the famous book on probabilities 'Black Swan'.

"Mediocristan is where we must endure the tyranny of the collective, the routine, the obvious, and the predicted; Extremistan is where we are subjected to the tyranny of the singular, the accidental, the unseen, and unpredicted. As hard as you try, you will never lose a lot of weight in a single day…


If you are subject to Extremistan-based speculation, however, you can gain or lose your entire fortune in a single minute."


(Nassim Nicholas Taleb)

Siehe auch: 'Hellsichtig' – Das Neue Buch Von Hellseher Martin Zoller

Martin ZollerWho is Martin Zoller?

Martin Zoller, is an internationally acclaimed psychic, seer and remote viewer.  He rose to fame in 1999, when he used his intuitive skills to find a missing airplane and its survivors in the jungle of Bolivia, after mainstream rescue efforts failed.

Martin regularly holds seminars, lectures and private consultations throughout the world. He is recognized worldwide as one of the most accurate and famous psychics alive.
Zoller's personal vision is to teach people to discover their inner potential, while helping them achieve their life goals, in the process.

To date, Zoller is the author of seven books about the sixth sense, countless articles in magazines and newspapers and human intuition, four meditation CD’s and a Remote Viewing DVD. He also participated in a cinema movie about the sixth sense and produced a documentary about shamanism and holy medicine in the Amazonas.

More about life, work and visionary predictions: Martinzoller.com

Love, God, Tantra And The Cosmic Orgasm

Supreme Love separated. Art by h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv


What is the relationship between sex or the cosmic orgasm and love or god?

Or, how about this pretty tricky question: "What is better: Love or Sex?"

Well, this seemingly harmless question actually touches the very deep waters of existence, so let's dive into it:

– Sex which is not the same as love is not real SEX – but just genital tension relief. (Mainly used to distract oneself.)
– Love which is not pure sex is not real LOVE – but just romantic illusion. (Often used to inflate our sense of selves, because it certainly feels very good for our egos when somebody 'loves' us!)

REAL SEX however is dissolution of all physical boundaries; all distinctions between male and female simply vanish – which leads to an 'outer orgasm'. And REAL LOVE is dissolution of all personal and gender boundaries; all distinctions between male and female evaporate – this leads to an 'inner orgasm'.

Then, when the inner orgasm fuses with the outer orgasm so to speak, all dualities disappear and we are left with the undivided ONE! And of course: 'We', as we thought ourselves to be, don't exist anymore…

We could also say, love and sex conglomerates into god, as therapist and shaman Bradford Keeny cuts it right to the chase of the matter:

"There is no sex-free god!"


(Bradford Keeny)

In this ONE = G.O.D = G rand O rganizing D esign, there is no male, no female, no I, no you, no good, no bad, no left, no right, no sex and no love anymore…but simply the timeless, spaceless, eternal and infinite one which is nothing else but the…cosmic orgasm! Unfortunately, what we fear most (but at the same time long for most) is the very dissolution into this cosmic love-sex-death-orgasm-bliss. To gain more courage, see: Why is it so difficult to change our lives?

Girls' butts in desert (c) Bohocrush.comSo, what's wrong with the question "What is better, sex or love?"
I indeed imply that the question is wrongly put – it's as if we ask what is better: Yin or Yang! Let's don't make the classic mistake of dualizing something when it's not necessary. The all-time classic which reminds us of that is The Great Way by Sengcan:

"When love and hate are both absent everything becomes clear and undisguised. Make the smallest distinction, however, and heaven and earth are set infinitely apart."



Then again, Hugh Hefner, founder of Playboy once said:

"Sex without love is still better than no sex at all…"


(Hugh Hefner)


Finally, the complete melting with love-sex-death-orgasm-bliss is nothing else than the 'ultimate tantra'.

Photo (c) Shone Jen
(c)reated by h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv

Ultrafeel.tv wants to hear from you: Is there really no difference between love and sex? And are you courageous enough to dive into the cosmic love-sex-death-orgasm-bliss? Tell us what you feel. Pura Vida!

Sex, God And Shamanic Ecstasy (By Bradford Keeney)

"Fire, walk with me..." Shamanic fire dance. (c) Elena DolgovaEnjoy an absolutely fascinating interview with Bradford Keeney on sex, god and the old shamanic ecstasy techniques

"If we really want the world's spiritual leaders to help us out, then we need to see the Pope and the Dalai Lama agree to change costumes for one week, because if we can't see that degree of play and absurdity then they have nothing to say…"

"Move over meditation and welcome heightened arousal and ecstasy."

"The original forms of healing and being in relationship to the great mystery was wild, and the last great taboo for us today is opening the door and inviting the wild, that which is uncontrollable, unpredictable…"

"It's not about going into trance, it's about being awakened."

"…we were born to fully be embraced by bliss."

"What we need is to laugh our asses off."

"The world is made of stories, not atoms."
(In this context see also: 'Reality Is Made Of Language'.)

This interview is spectacularly spiritual but powerfully down-to-earth at the same time. Bradford Keeney is charismatic, enthusiastic and totally inspiring. No doubt: The source speaks directly through him!  Enjoy it right here, right now:
Bradford Keeney talks with Joanna Harcourt-Smith on Sex, God and shamanic ecstasy shaking.

(Interviewed by Joanna Harcourt-Smith on Futureprimitive.org. By the way Joanna has been the girlfriend of Timothy Leary in those exciting days in the sixties!)

(Pic: Elena Dolgova @ Albicocca.ru)

"There is no sex-free god…!"


(Bradford Keeny)

Bradford Keeney Bradford Keeney, Ph.D., born 1951, is an American psychotherapist, internationally renowned scholar, cybernetician, ethnographer, therapist, and shaman. He wrote more than thirty books in the fields of psychotherapy, cybernetics, and ethnographies of healing traditions, many of his works are considered classics in their fields. Keeney is cited as one of the major sources on cybernetics in the Encyclopedia of Artificial Intelligence.

He is also recognized as a spiritual teacher and as an elder shaman in cultures throughout the world including the Guarani Indians of lower basin Amazonia, the Japanese tradition of seiki jutsu, the elder Shakers of St. Vincent, the Zulu sangoma community, diverse folk healers of Brazil, and the Balians of Bali and others. Regarded as a n/om kxao (owner of spiritual power) by the Bushmen of Namibia and Botswana, he founded Thara Tjua (Shaking House), the Bushman Healing Conservancy.

Keeney is the author of 'Profiles of Healing', an encyclopedia of the world’s healing practices as well as several classics in the field of psychotherapy and numerous titles for the popular press, such as:

– Bushman Shaman: Awakening the Spirit through Ecstatic Dance (Autobiography)
– Shamanic Christianity: The Direct Experience of Mystical Communion
– Shaking Medicine: The Healing Power of Ecstatic Movement

In his early work, Keeney articulated patterns of communication for distinguished psychotherapists, later using his own psychotherapeutic cases to show how one can use psychotherapy as an art to create successful therapeutic transformation in clients. Keeney founded the Institute for Creative Transformation in 2009. He is the father of notable Los Angeles based DJ Skee.

Keeney invites us in a most charismatic way to go beyond modernity to the oldest culture on earth to find true magic and power.

Find out more about this fascinating gentleman on his site: Sacredecstatics.com

2018 – Apocalypse Or End Of Suffering ?

ultrafeel.tv wishes you a blissful and ecstatic 2018 even…

 …if the new year brings us the long-feared apocalypse!

The 4 horsemen of the apocalypseThe 4 horsemen of the Apocalypse as described in the bible in the book of revelations.

Some people see the apocalypse coming soon, for example American novelist Joel C. Rosenberg:

"We are living on the brink of the apocalypse, but the world is asleep."


(Joel C. Rosenberg)

American actress Danai Gurira even considers a zombie apocalypse:

"A zombie apocalypse isn't the most jovial situation."


(Danai Gurira)

Horror author Stephen King reminds us of the mini-apocalypse on 11th September 2011 in New York:

"After the 9/11 apocalypse happened in New York City, people, particularly New Yorkers, who breathed in the ash, or saw the results of that, have a tendency to keep seeing echoes and having flashbacks to it."


(Stephen King)

By the way, hear AC/DC how the antichrist felt safe in New York City in the year 2000.


Whatever exciting adventures are going to confront us thanks for all your support, ideas, comments, photos, stories, art and especially for

…being yourSELF…

"Screech Symmetry" Psychedelic art  by h.r.fox @ ultrafeel.tv

So pessimists expect the apocalypse, optimists probably peace on earth or something even more beautiful. Bill Vaughan commented:

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves."


(Bill Vaughan)

Rainer Maria Rilke seemingly was an optimist:

"And now we welcome the new year. Full of things that have never been."


(Rainer Maria Rilke)


The end of suffering might be in our hands. Keep sharing your deepest feelings and visions in this new exciting year to come – and know that in 2018

Ultrafeel will bring you miracles, greater ones then ever before…
more of the best – more than everything: for your pleasure only !

And now, for 2018, keep in mind the most important:

Meow! Miau!  Kitten. Katzen. Cat. Cats. Hold onto your loved ones and never let them go.

Hold onto your loved ones and never let them go!

And make sure that you realise not only in 2018, but always…:

You are unique


Recognize that you are unique in all eternity…You are one of a kind!
…there is nobody like you anywhere on earth today,
and there never will be anybody like you in all eternity,
because the Universe never duplicates itself.


It all boils down to the fact that if any one of us does not fulfill that purpose
for which he or she was placed on earth,
growth is slowed down because nobody can do what you do, exactly the way you do it.


Very simply, that means that there is no competition.


(Foster Hibbard)

In any case we leave you with this:

Start the new year eco-friendly and limit yourself to recycling your old resolutions… Pura Vida 2018!

The Most Touching And Loving Christmas Story Ever

Heart Box ChocolateWhat a deeply touching christmas story about a 3 year old girl and her father!

Some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy."
He was embarrassed by his earlier over-reaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty. He yelled at her, "Don’t you know that when you give someone a present, there’s supposed to be something inside it?"

The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Daddy, it is not empty. I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy."

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. It is told that the man kept that gold box by his bed for years and whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us as humans have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children, friends, family or God. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.

"He who has not Christmas in his heart will never find it under a tree."


(Roy L. Smith)

So what is Christmas really?

"Christmas, my child, is love in action. Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas."


(Dale Evans)

What Is The Perfect Christmas Present…?

Is this the perfect christmas gift?

The woman bitches: "If these cheap K-Mart earrings are the best you can do this christmas, then you can just follow me out that fucking door!" Nope, there's another one…:

Thanksfullly, the perfect christmas present is nothing outside of us – as Roy L. Smith states:

"He who has not Christmas in his heart will never find it under a tree."


(Roy L. Smith)


What is the perfect christmas present?